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Wednesday, 26 December 2007
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Long time eh?
I guess it's time for an update huh? I'm sorry to all my friends still on xanga, (Lindsey and Amy specifically), I've gone over to the dark side (being facebook of course), though i rarely write on there either.
Hmm.. So the fall tour is over, Christmas has flown by and i head back to Texas on the 3rd of January.
Ministry team has been really good. A lot of the things have change about it, really good things. They've implemented more discipline while on the road, things like homework (reading the books and such), having a bible reading plan you have to do everyday, exercising 3 times a week, etc. If you've ever been on the road you know how easy it is to get comfortable.
Good stuff.
To say nothing of the actual people either- they are a pretty stellar bunch of people! Jeremy and Michal Steiner are the road managers and i respect them. I get to work for Josh Marrano for the event which is always a fun and sarcastic time :) I run a program called pro video player- which is basically just graphics. Hehe- I exist solely to make things look cool :D
Well thats it in a nutshell. I'm at home right now, trying to clean the aftermath of Christmas :)
God bless you all friends!
elya
Thursday, 27 September 2007
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Wow...
Well... this is kind of a turn of events.
One minute i feel like i'm finally settling in, getting into the swing of things and feeling the flow of life.
The next moment an opportunity comes knocking on my door. I didn't know how or if i was going to answer it.
But i did.
I'm once again a Teen Maniac.
...and no... i'm not a lifer.
Was this the right decision? I'm honestly not sure. But i've made it. I'm not going to back down from it.
That's all really.
Give me a call or shoot me an email if you want to know more.
Love you all.
What i'll be working in.
Saturday, 25 August 2007
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I wish i had a way with words to sort out the sea of emotions that roll around in my head and heart. I'm having a hard time trusting. Trusting people, trusting God. There is so much drama back home i don't know what to do. Tell me, where is the justice when someone gets away with sins that are unspeakable? Where is the justice when others have to deal with their consequences and they seem to get off scott free? The children are still paying for the sins of their fathers....
I wish i could get away. Hide. But where is the courage in that? I've cried nearly every night since being home. There is so much more that i don't wish to say online. And i feel so alone. Alone in this sea with no hope in sight, no land to be found. It's not so much the drowning that worries me, it's the breathing that's taking all this work.
I'm so good at putting on masks. Lets put on this one called "Everything's alright" and pretend nothing has ever happened thats unpleasant or remotely disturbing. Everyone else seems to be doing it.
... I hate sin.
Currently Listening
Good Monsters
By Jars of Clay
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Thursday, 05 July 2007
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I do believe that facebook has stolen my attention. I am hardly ever on xanga so if you wish to stay in contact with me facebook will probably be the place for that.
God bless!
Tuesday, 05 June 2007
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God is truly gracious
My brother got into an accident right after his graduation party. A drunk driver turned right into him. He's not hurt very much, just some swelling on his leg and a burn from the airbag on his arm. Thank you Lord! With the looks of it he could have been hurt worse and he wasn't.
Life is precious.
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